god is awake

not sure what to feel. missing … too much. feels unsurprisingly like that time …. went to india and i got it into my head that i liked him but really didn’t and when he showed up again i felt nothing but relief. hope hope hope this happens now.

(edit 22/11: it did happen, thank god.)

firsts

  • first bad grade in law school
  • first time being this confused in love
  • first time feeling so lonely

This hasn’t been easy, so I need to give myself credit for handling it and not completely giving up even though its been quite hard.

But definitely this kind of B-/C+ grades can’t continue. You can’t drop like this anymore 😦 Work very hard for statutory memo!