anxiety is back! wow.
law school is expensive. NYU is VERY expensive. how will it all happen?
incredible amount of guilt with all this. incredible incredible.
please, let it work out?
-citizenship would fix everything
i dont have that reverence that i should have. wow. should develop it i suppose. inherently maybe im thinking that im better than this. but im really not.
i need to sleep before my head drives me crazy.