It feels like everything is not going to work out… Penn seems like a pipedream, some naive ambition I have that’s never going to see the light of day. And the worst thing is that I actually told people about this dream…Why??? i am going to make this happen I DONT CARE!!!!
I feel so stupid now, and not just wrt academics or US Applications or anything like that. I just feel inadequate and it’s all a combination of how underprepared I am for everything and God I wish I thought more about these things in Year 5.
Here’s a list of all the things I have to fix by this week
- Academics (STICK TO THE SCHEDULE)
- US Application- Intent to Apply form
- Honours day- deal with everything there 😦
- Buy teachers’ day presents for R, A, D – crabtree and evelyn cookies for R and D, and THINK OF SOMETHING FOR A!!!
“Oh God, make me focused on you, and not on your creation. As they break my heart and you fix it.”