“The Heart Outgrows the Chest
The further inside you hide the hurt, the more it hurts inside.
All wounds need air to heal.”
Iain S. Thomas
I am so so tired right now. And seeing someone during theatre today just made me so angry at myself that I spent the majority of the two hours just cursing my stupidity and naïveté. I kept thinking how delusional I was and how much grief I caused myself because of that.
I don’t know if there’ll ever be a time when I won’t look back with regret at the way I used to be.
I keep telling myself that god wouldn’t ever make me experience something that I wouldn’t be able to handle and I hope that knowledge is enough for now.
Weekend…please come faster! (But looking forward to going home early tomorrow for once!)
[And as I write this, I’m thinking that maybe life isn’t that bad after all. I am healing, slow as I might be, and my dome remains as strong as ever]